NOTHING LEFT TO SAY

I guess there's just nothing left to say. Everythings been said and done
right? Well, I'll miss you.

SHE'S THE BEST

If you see or hear this girl cussing, slap her for me.

MISSED OUT

Fuck hella missed out on shit last night. We were planning to go but shit didn't work out and then we found out it was crackin. No worries though, there'll be other times. Another shit, another day. So after I got home from the day out with family. I was hella tired, kicked it with babe for a lil bit but then she had to leave to go to work and I didnt wanna watch the rest of the movie without her so I stopped it and was watchin some tv. The Star Wars marathon put me to sleep hella good and I napped my ass off. Woke up and did some hw and studying. There was this good quote in this one movie where the girl gets treated like shit from her ex bf and she tries to move on but is struggling with the past. She said, "True love can only exist when you're with someone without losing self respect."

GOOD FOOD. GOOD FUN

I had a good day out with family and friends. We went out to the lake. Had two patio covers and a bigass umbrella and a cookout grill. Bbq'd some ribs, chicken, short ribs and the whole nine yards. Watersports too, can't forget that. I only fell off the jetski once this time. Hahaaa the girls fell off like 6 times? Hella hurttt. The last time I went, I max'd out on the jetski and flew off hella farrrr. Hit my head with Michael behind me and we blacked out for about 15 seconds. We hit the water hella hard too. Hahaa decided to play it safer this time. I wanna try doing more tricks though, well there will definitely be more times this summer.

DESERVE YOU MORE

Here's my playlist thats on shuffle & repeat.

Musiq Soulchild - Deserveumore
Musiq Soulchild - Ifuleave
Trey Songz - Missing You
Trey Songz - Can't Help But Wait
Ne-Yo - It Just Makes Sense
Ne-Yo - The Real Thing
J. Valentine - She's Worth the Trouble
John Legend - Everybody Knows
Ryan Leslie - Gibberish
Tae Yang - Only Look at Me
Drake - Best I Ever Had

ON BENDED KNEE

WHAT IF

I can't sleep so I'm gonna blog. Have you ever thought about the "what if's" in life, about taking chances and seeing where it can take you? They say that life is too short for the if's and maybe's but then nobody knows what would happen if you were to give it a chance and see where you'd end up, right? Idk, I'm just gonna go with the flow. Hope for the best but expect the worst.

SJ TRIP

Went down to SJ for mothers day and it was good times. Hella food and
family. On the way down there, I was hella sleepy so I wanted to take a
detour to wake me up so I decided to exit lathrop and we went to the
Ghiradelli chocolate factory outlet and ice cream shop. It doesn't sound
that exciting but it was actually cracking haha. It did wake me up too.
Bought a bag of variety chocolates for the ride. Oh yeah and I just
thought this picture was funny cause they decided to put my dog, Toby
into one of those play-around shopping carts and he fits perfectly haha.

SHADY BUSINESS

When I say shady business, I mean it literally. So my old house in SJ, which is where my grandparents live just got a big motherfucking suprise. My mom had called me saying she heard a big explosion and our neighbors house which is directly across the street from our house, was on fire. Apparently there were a couple of people who lived there and as soon as they couldn't contain the fire, they fled the scene. They left all their belongings and even their brand new Range Rover in the driveway that got towed away and confiscated. Why'd they flee the scene? Cause apparently they were running a big drug operation and the fire was caused when their meth lab exploded. Hella crazy right. They used fake identities to rent the house and everything. A big cover up like in the movies, but it happens in real life. This shit is hella crazy and shady. But yeah, all the windows shattered from the explosion and the roof of the house blew off. You'll see the police caution tape around it and that sign that reads "CONDEMNED".

LET'S CALL IT OFF

There's no better time to have this song on. It's been on for awhile but who knew it'd be hella on point. It's way too early in for us to be hella complicated. Getting into it last night with you was probably enough fighting to last a month. It's obviously not working out so go back to the real thing. Like Drake said, let's call the whole thing off. Catch me at the library.

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Now playing: Drake - Lets Call It Off (feat. Peter Bjorn & John)
via FoxyTunes

~!@#$%^&*

What am I getting myself into? Havn't I learned from the people that I'm always around. Maybe it's time for me to just learn to live with less, less feelings that is. I think too much, that's what happens when you have an educated mind.